valerie

2009-11-22T02:35:00.000-08:00

i should never have known about it. NEVER. left me feeling so fucked up the whole day, couldnt even focus on studying for tmr's test. fuck it. time check: 2.40am. i still need to study for tmr's bmic test and do a 300 word essay on microorganisms! + i need to wake up at 7+ tmr. BEST. it's easy to be friends but when you start to expect a lil bit more from those you called 'good' friends, everything just falls apart. sad to say, but tested and true.

2009-09-10T00:02:00.000-07:00

i've never seen mandy smile so much in a day.
sawatika mandy. LOL
i believe in fate! :D

you were the first to visit me on both occasions.
why is it that i dont even see your shadow now.

2009-09-05T14:37:00.000-07:00

does the power of friendship also lies in the one who cares less? why is it the more i do, the more people around me takes things for granted? it's like it has become a habit that im supposed to do things for you, it's not a matter of whether i want to do it anymore. everything changed. our talking time decreased. our conversations lasted only for a mere few minutes. our laughters dont even exist anymore. everything that i ever wanted lessened. the only thing that increased is our arguments but im still here, waiting here. i dunno why i care so much when i shouldnt care at all. if it is about being guilty, i would have paid that debt long ago so what is it that is still holding me back now? i guess it's you i want to hold on to, but you're holding onto someone else. since the day i knew about it, i know whatever i do has become pointless, it doesnt matter to you anymore.

it turns out not where but who you're with that really matters.

2009-08-31T22:21:00.000-07:00

shit always happens when you're out with her, this time it's no exception. i cant believe what i saw today, i still cant believe.

2009-08-23T23:38:00.000-07:00

supposed to be studying but ended up watching this movie instead.

IT'S DAMN GOOD! :D

+ someone behaved like a clown in the cinema. LOL

2009-08-18T23:11:00.000-07:00

had steak and oreo cheesecakeeeee.
to eat away all my unhappiness.
ERVINAAAAA! DONT BE SAD!
CHEER UP OKAY! :D
it'll only be within the 4 of us. cross my heart.

why do we never know what we've got till it's gone
how could i carry on
the day you went away
cause i've been missing you so much i have to say
been crying since the day
the day you went away. -12.07am

2009-08-17T23:11:00.000-07:00

THANKS RYANNNNN! :D

STOMP! 4-5 generations unite! (no generation gap) LOL

try and spot me? HAHAHAHA.

(to hell with all the fucking comments)

i wanted you to be the first to see this but apparently that's not going to happen alr.

& you're the only one who knows what KKKL means.

doubt you'll even read my blog anyway but if you see this,

IM SORRY OKAY. 3 DAYS ALR, YOU'RE DRIVNG ME INSANE. sigh.

and you, it's NOT me & some guy caught kissing okay wtf lol.

where did i go wrong, i lost a friend.

2009-05-19T09:18:00.000-07:00

today, i walked through the place where we always used to walk home tgt, accompanied by your silly laughter and nonsensical jokes but this time, all alone, without you. only the mini mart and the sound of the construction shit going on. im falling apart alr. i enjoyed every moment spent with you cause they're the most wonderful memories that money cant buy. if i can turn back time, i swear i wouldnt have said all that. im sorry.

2009-05-15T09:02:00.000-07:00

haven been to school for one damn week alr.
how fucking fantastic eh.
how the fuck do i catch up with the others.
YAY. finally got my laptop alr. :D

i just wanna THANK you for coming down on mon & wed. :D

2009-04-08T21:23:00.000-07:00

3 days straight to ECP. that's crazy.
but we had funnnnn. :D
the people there are sooooo friendly & nice.
i know i weighed like SY on the bike.
thanks, i mean it. :D

♥xoxo.

2009-04-06T21:02:00.000-07:00

blading is fun! :D
okay, trying to blade.
have to thank my GREAT 'coach' that i didnt even fall once while andrea fell countless times. LOL thanks J! [:

♥xoxo.

2009-04-01T00:55:00.000-07:00

i'll never want to go through what happened ystd again.
i swear it was scary when you went mad.
sorry, i didnt mean to hurt/disappoint you at all.
you know i dont want to lose a friend like you. :D

♥xoxo.

2009-03-11T21:54:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♥JANET SO! :D

2009-02-08T07:36:00.001-08:00

♥040209 :D

2009-02-06T07:29:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♥MANDY (SAMPAT!) & ♥ALIBABA! :D

yesterday was really fun + stupid.
with all that nonsense we did at the food court.
FREEBIES right, those who were there. -.-
most of the crazy ideas came from janet. :D

♥xoxo.

2009-01-19T07:15:00.000-08:00

my head is spinning.
my eyes are swollen.
my arms are hurting.
my heart is aching.
& im bleeding love.

sometimes, ignorance is bliss.

2009-01-15T07:29:00.000-08:00

the choosing of courses are driving me mad. -.-
thought i wont need to fret after Os,
but results and courses are just as bad.
my hairs are dropping everywhere.

010109 - i saw it.
110109 - i saw it again.
last night's dream was really terrifying. i swear.
i thought i was going to lose you cause she came back and took you away.
i hope that dream will NEVER happen in reality. _l_

unknown M: okay, call me back when you're done.
unknown C: byebye. -.-
sucker eh you. im blogging while you're _______ now.
yet, i cant do anything about it.
and. that feeling sucks.
but like i said, i'll try to accept it.
give me some time, im trying.

you really dont fucking deserve such a good mom.

♥xoxo.

2009-01-05T07:33:00.001-08:00

went to watch bedtime stories. :D
im gonna watch yes man & ponyo ponyo next. heh.
stupid asshole, made me go play that game & get addicted to it. -.-
i'll try to get that ipod nano/touch & the white psp okay.

that would mean less time with you. ):

♥xoxo.

2009-01-02T22:59:00.000-08:00

went to watch seven pounds.
& played basketball after that.
we thrashed them. :D
21 : 10 HOORAY!
I'M LOVIN' BASKETBALL! ^^Y

cant wait to play on monday.
shall use my wing chun skills to shoot from a 3-pointer.
LOL. i know somebody's gonna boast. -.-

i finally heard it. i wanna hear canon in D.
shall find the version for you.
cant wait to hear again. :D

♥xoxo.

2009-01-01T07:55:00.000-08:00

went to clarke quay for countdown.
& watched ip man.
bloody nice show. :D

heavy metal head, snores, sleeptalk, drools.
& talking in a different dialect.
you know what embarrassing thing you've done. LOL.
my shoulders are aching so badly now. ):
BUT it was fun with you arnd.
rmb our NEW YEAR RESOLUTION(S) please. :D
& i want bungee la!

FYI. from NOW on, NO SMOKING at
1. non aircon shopping areas
2. outside office buildings
3. carparks
4. children's playground

the rest i cant rmb. YAY! NO SMOKING!! :D :D :D

i swear im putting up with all that shit
& doing all these for you okay.
mixed feelings.

♥xoxo.

2008-12-27T00:01:00.000-08:00

i never believed in, " i cried myself to sleep"
now i do.
woke up at 9+ today but i was in bed until 2.
i didnt want to wake up, didnt want to face what happened last night.
i kept wishing it was just a bad bad dream.
& everything would be fine when i woke up.
but no, it's a fact.

hold me now
it is hard for me to say i'm sorry
i just want you to know
hold me now
i really want to tell you i'm sorry
i could never let you go

after all that we've been through
i will make it up to you
i promise to

after all that's been said and done
you're just a part of me i can't let go

im sorry. i could never let you go.

2008-12-26T23:11:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS was fun.
with food, presents, family & friend(s). :D
laughed till we almost died. LOL.
though it wasnt a spread, i hope you enjoyed yourself. :D

during the last few minutes of xmas, wanling had to torture me with her christmas carols.
you cant imagine how horrible it was. urgh. i mean NICE singing. LOL.
feel free to call me whenever you feel like insulting her. HAHAHA. funny shit. :D

♥xoxo.

2008-12-24T11:01:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS EVE. probably the happiest day of my life. :D
& i got the biggest shock/surprise of my life. :D
omg. you're just so unpredictable. LOL.
went to watch twilight. :D
it's NICE but i dont go gaga over it.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING! I REALLY MEAN IT OKAY.

♥XOXO.

2008-12-22T06:29:00.000-08:00

I ♥ 38MEN! :D
& i ♥ LOCKS and KEYS. :D
(bracelet & necklace) <3

I ♥ PURPLE PRESENTSXZXZXZ! ^^Y

went to eat tim sum just now. YUMMY! :D

♥xoxo.

2008-12-20T01:31:00.000-08:00

PEEKTURES SOOOOON! :D

to sampats: hey to each and every one of you super high-class sampats. thank you so much for yesterday. :D it was so fun, from baking to cafe to exchanging presents. cant believe i used to hate jacq so much cause of her stupid whiny voice and mandy for her nabei face and i didnt want to partner big head for F&N practical. LOL. it's amazing what good friends we can be now. though sometimes we have disagreements, im sure we care for each other in one way or another. at least i do. POKER LEGEND eh. HAHAHA. 85 sooooon! mandy, you better wear your popeyes knickers. LOL. loveyou sampats & thank you so much. <3

to the one and only idiot: THANKS SILLY COW CLOWN! :D i swear it was so bloody unexpected, you should have seen the look on my face. LOL. i know what the fries are there for. \m/ LOL. and there isnt a need to emphasize on my age okeh! i will NOT allow anyone to break the strong bond we've forged between us and im NOT going to care about what fucking senseless bitches/bastards gonna say anymore, especially one with pimple plantation & oilfield. _l_ i miss you so much and please come back soon. :D

to alicia: thanks for everything. i know you didnt want to watch 3D BOLT right but i forced you to. LOL. nvm la, it's nice afterall. hehheh. thanks for your presents and you-know-what. keep praising yourself right. please la, self praise is no praise. hahaha. you've seen my SURPRISED look but i've yet to see hers. someday soon, you'll plan with me right? :D

♥xoxo.

2008-12-18T19:26:00.000-08:00

3D BOLT! SUPER DUPER NICE!
the hamster's damn cute! :D

ali. thanks for the VERY important thing you've given me. ^^Y
im so glad, really. :D :D :D

♥xoxo.

2008-12-17T08:42:00.000-08:00

BAKING NEOPETS KFC XIAO NIANG SHOW! :D

i woke up early to baby blue eyes from the whoah whoah
& when the sun comes through & lights you like the angel you are whoah whoah
i know i do you wrong when i'm with you i've been gone

with every season change, it looks the same whoah whoah
& dont these empty streets skip a beat the flowers dont bloom whoah whoah

i can't believe i missed your birthday again
& i wanna come back but i just dont know when now

& i'm so lonely your not here with me
that's way i'm gonna be on the next plane home

the road that never ends next ends around the bend i see your smile whoah whoah
i'd swim across the sea to be with you for a while whoah whoah
cos i'm life
now the way that i feel i just dont belong

& i'm so lonely you're not here with me
thats why i'm gonna be on the next plane home
& you're you're the only face i wanna see
thats why im gonna be on the next plane home

stand around try to make every moment
& be somebody yeah anybody
it seems the whole world is taking me over
i need somebody to help me get back

& i've always been a million miles away
but things are gonna change
i just wanna come home

& you're you're the only face i wanna see
thats why i gonna be on the next plane home
yeah i'm taking the next plane home
now i'm getting the next plane home
now i'm taking the next plane home.

you should just take the next plane home. :D

♥xoxo.

2008-12-16T09:00:00.000-08:00

sigh. another failed attempt.
there goes my $$$ and ALL my efforts.
i can never perfect it. wtf.

on the bright side, i stuffed myself with food at cafe cartel & popeyes. :D
<3 eating cause it makes me HAPPY!

i just wanna scream & lose control,
throw my hands up and let it go,
forget about everything & run away.

♥xoxo.

2008-12-13T10:57:00.000-08:00

TANG YUAN! :D

nice? those tiny colourful balls?

i made it myself.

& all went into my stomach. :D

♥xoxo.

2008-12-13T08:32:00.000-08:00

just came back from pasar malam.
bought chicken ramly burger. :D
ta-dah! i can see the jealous look on your face. LOL.
exact words you said when you showed me your WONDERFUL globe.
ordered pizza hut delivery.
spicy drumlets & garlic bread. YUMMY! :D
off to eat multi-colour tang yuan now.

♥xoxo.

2008-12-13T03:53:00.000-08:00

didnt even fucking sleep yesterday night. _l_

you're making me turn to what i once hated most.

but i wont cause you matter more to me. ♥

2008-12-12T08:57:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♥JIA HUI! :D
i'll never forget the day we watched cinderella.
& the surprised look on your face when we gave you the cake. :D
not funny eh, singing birthday song OUT LOUD in public.

went to science centre with alicia.
SO FUNNNNN! :D
alicia gave me a christmas paint brush. YAY.
& mandy gave me orange chicken. LOL.

i suddenly rmb when was the first time i heard relax, take it easy. LOL. :D
but im NOT being random.
cause being random & mean is ABSOLUTELY NOT COOL.
& it's NOT gonna make you look cool. -.-

i bought all those things today for fucking nuts. D:
what if your nightmare isnt just a dream anymore.

♥xoxo.

2008-12-11T09:55:00.001-08:00

colourful tagboard, so bubble gum-ish right? :D
i wanna play ouija board.
who wants to play with me? :D
it feels good to see L. is valerie's dog everytime you come online. LOL.

stop tempting me with all your shopping la you suckerz.
adidas, converse, puma.
laptop, jeans, shoes, bag.
tsk. stop boasting.
you're making me jealous. :d

♥xoxo.

2008-12-10T01:09:00.000-08:00

YAY! NEW BLOGSKIN LIKE FINALLY!
THANKS ANDREA! :D
i want bak ku teh!

i detest you.
the more i talk about you, the more it makes my blood boils.
you dont even fucking appreciate all that she had done for you.
you dont fucking deserve a good friend like her.
i helped you once, you didnt make use of the chance to make amendments.
so go wallow in self pity you mother fucking bitch.
_l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ _l_

WOW. RANTS. LOL. SAME THOUGHTS. WHAT A MAJOR SLUT!

♥xoxo.

2008-12-09T06:26:00.001-08:00

look at my FABULOUS gingerbread men & stars! :D

(you want a piece of me?)

but our cake... HAI. $30+ FLY! :d

okay nvm. i'll perfect it someday, though it's hard.

♥xoxo.

2008-12-06T22:15:00.000-08:00

got the cheek to tell me you joined that application somemore. -.-
NO LAST TWO DAYS! :d

" i find friendship to be like wine, raw when new, ripped with age, the true old man's milk & restorative cordial. " - thomas (hello jacq, thomas is here) jefferson.

im sure you're wrapped up like a dumpling now. :D
& you better make sure you know NOTHING. lol.

♥xoxo.

2008-12-06T06:14:00.000-08:00

watch apartment 1303, haunted apartment & mirrors! :/
now i know why mirrors is M18.
the show is so GROSS. omg.
lessons from a dead girl is a vvvvv nice book! :D

i swear i was damn worried.
& im so glad you're fine now. :D

♥xoxo.

2008-12-05T08:14:00.000-08:00

the GOSSIP MACHINE is so funnnnn! LOL. :D
asked questions about your friends & you've got to answer.
like: do you think MANDY will ever steal candy from a child?
& the answer is kinda obvious right. LOL.
do you think _____ has a one night stand before?
got super alot of funny questions. HAHAHA.

TWO WEEKS FROM NOW! :D
& the mindcafe is sooooo funnnnn right sampats!

♥xoxo.

2008-12-02T08:25:00.000-08:00

YAY! finally got my pay check today! :D
there's even CPF. LOL.
FIRST pay so shall buy presents for the people i likeeeee. :D

damn happy today! ^^Y
will get my order in another one week or so.
cant wait to see whether is it niceeeee. LOL.
& im doing smth exciting on monday. teehee.

high-class sampats, hopefully we can all make it to the cafe! :D

I DONT LIKE TO BE KEPT IN SUSPENSEEEEE! ._.

♥xoxo.

2008-11-29T20:24:00.000-08:00

i remember the times we spent together
on those drives
we had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
i wish you were here with me
tonight

i remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and i used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
never thought not having you here now
would hurt so much

tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up
and every night i miss you, i can just look up
and know the stars are
holding you, holding you, holding you
tonight

i remember the time you told me
about when you were eight
and all those things you said that night
that just couldn't wait

i remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
all the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late

i remember the time you sat and told me
about your Jesus
and how not to look back
even if no one believes us
when it hurts so bad
sometimes not having you here
i sing

tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up
and every night i miss you, i can just look up
and know the stars are
holding you, holding you, holding you
tonight

i sing
tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up
and every night i miss you i can just look up
and know the stars are
holding you, holding you, holding you
tonight.

having nightmare about each other on the same night for more than once is scaryyyyyy. D:

♥xoxo.

2008-11-28T21:17:00.000-08:00

PROM PHOTOS! :D

i will NOT will NOT will NOT wear high heels again!! :d

thanks alibaba for all that you've done. (:

ALOT of your stuffs still at my aunty's house. LOL.

going gym with you sooooon to build up my muscles.

J-mom, takecare of yourself okay?

& i'm counting down alr. :D

today there are words but you copied wrongly. LOL.

i said go prawning with my sister!!

BIG clown, small clown then medium clown.

HAHAHA. :D

♥xoxo.

2008-11-24T19:23:00.000-08:00

i spent close to 300$. _l_
prom photos sooooon!

" it is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them. "
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

♥xoxo.

2008-11-22T08:06:00.000-08:00

YOU BETTER COME BACK SOOOOON! D:

♥xoxo.

2008-10-14T05:28:00.000-07:00

totally pleasant and unexpected. :D
i swear i was damn shocked when i saw you.
i guess i wont ever forget you sitting there. LOL.
yet, it's all these small little STUPID things you do that makes me rmb you. [:
♥♥♥♥♥

a good friend would hold an umbrella over you while it's raining,
while a best friend would say,
" if no shelter must take out your doraemon umbrella!"

♥xoxo.

2008-10-11T09:04:00.001-07:00

(poke then put chocolate into mouth. LOL. gross!) [:

friendship is like a bra,

close to the heart

& all about support! :D

♥xoxo.

2008-10-10T08:29:00.001-07:00

♥GRADUATION DAY! :D

no matter how many quarrels/misunderstandings we had,
im sure none of us hated the other party.
(excluding that round bitch!)
everything had came to a end
so HAPPY GRAD DAY TO ALL! [:

the pathetic number of pictures i took, the rest not with me. D:

M-look alike. LOL.

HB, here is what you wanted. [:

and so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

where we’re gonna be when we turn 25

i keep thinking times will never change

keep on thinking things will always be the same

but when we leave this year we won’t be coming back

no more hanging out cause we’re on a different track

and if you got something that you need to say

you better say it right now cause you don’t have another day

cause we’re moving on and we can’t slow down

these memories are playing like a film without sound

and I keep thinking of that night in june

i didn’t know much of love

but it came too soon and there was me and you

and then we got real blue

stay at home talking on the telephone

we’d get so excited, we’d get so scared

laughing at our selves thinking life’s not fair

and this is how it feels

(chorus)

as we go on, we remember

all the times we had together

and as our lives change, come whatever

we will still be, friends forever

so if we get the big jobs and we make the big money

when we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?

will we still remember everything we learned in school?

still be trying to break every single rule

will little brainy bobby be the stockbroker man?

can heather find a job that won’t interfere with her tan?

i keep, i keep thinking that it’s not goodbye

keep on thinking it’s a time to fly

and this is how it feels

(chorus)

la, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah

la, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

can we survive it out there? can we make it somehow?

i guess i thought that this would never end

and suddenly it’s like we’re women and men

will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?

will these memories fade when i leave this town

i keep, i keep thinking that it’s not goodbye

keep on thinking it’s a time to fly

(chorus) x3

♥xoxo.

2008-10-09T07:27:00.000-07:00

i seriously didnt expect this to happen today.
anyway, ♥CHEER UP! :D
meet dave ming cheng & SMILEEEEE! ^^Y

if i was one thing, i'd be a candle
lighting the way so you can handle
your life easier without woes
not having to fight with your foes.
i'd help keep you from stumbling over
things blocking your path to an open door.
if i light your path, life is easier
even strong winds, my light will not deter.
no matter what, i'm here for you
to cheer you up when you are blue.
do not fret when times get tough,
if things look down or kind of rough.
just remember, i'm always here,
in your heart, close and near.
i will help you out in every way,
happiness and love in your heart will stay.
don't blow me out, that's one request
unless it's me you do detest.
i do not try to hurt anyone
that isn't good or any fun.
but one day you may leave me behind
you may no longer need my light to shine.
if that day comes, go on your way
and i will hope to see you again one day.
if one day, i don't appear,
do not worry, do not fear
i may be gone, but in your heart
the light i gave you did not depart.
it will be there forever and a day
to always bring happiness and light your way.
farewell for now, i'm needed elsewhere
if your path grows dark, in your heart, i'm there.
so i'm really not gone, just not seen,
i would not leave, i'm not that mean.
only one simple request that i must say,
please, never forget those who lit your way.

♥♥♥

2008-10-06T05:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIGGLY SAMPAT-ISH JACQUETTHOMAS!
♥♥♥♥♥
hope you enjoyed whatever that was planned today! :D
you didnt look unglam at all.
in fact, you looked gorgeous with all that hair covering your face. LOL.
once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
NC16 movies with me, like finally! [:

♥thanks for everything that day clown! :>

xoxo.

2008-10-01T06:26:00.001-07:00

GORGEOUS LIL' THINGS!
♥♥♥♥♥

jacq, here comes your favourite!! :D

HOT!

smiley faces yo! (:

spongebob-the builder!

PACMAN! [:

POPEYE the sailor man!

that's ME! (up there)

mahjong craze!

american idol!

billard!

im gonna bake blackforest cake for you someday. [:

2008-09-19T08:42:00.000-07:00

it doesn't take much to learn

when the bridges that you burn

leave you stranded feeling alone

it doesn't take much to cry

when you're living in a lie

and deceiving that someone who cares

if I could turn back the time

i would put you first in my life.

and I would risk it all for you

to prove my love is true

i'll build a wall around my heart

that would only break a part for you

can change the way I feel

so tell me what's the deal

don't say

don't say it's too late.

♥xoxo.

2008-09-18T08:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! ♥

celebrated at NEW YORK NEW YORK.

so embarrassing, maybe wont step in there again. D:

but it ended well afterall.

was looking through all my birthday photos

and they brought back the fondest memories. :D

suddenly decided to post that picture up, dont ask me why.

wanted to put up more but im afraid i may hurt you.

idiots who refused to come up & clowns that peeled prawns for me.

i dont think i'll ever forget that day. [:

♥xoxo.

2008-09-16T08:23:00.001-07:00

science practical sucks totally. ._.
thought it would be 3 hours for 2 papers, instead ... _l_
couldn't do the physics one cause idk how to change the current.
but, MY MISTAKES ARE NOT ANY STUPIDER THAN JANET'S. lol.

went present hunting today.
SO FUNNY in body shop. LOL.
how's your sparkling hands? :D
bleeding love on replay.
& stop harping on the msg. ._.
you WONT get to see my paper tmrrrrr!
YOU'RE SO UGLY WHEN YOU CRY. (whines)

you should brush up on your english to stop embarrassing yourself on msn instead of spoiling friendships. _l_

♥xoxo.

2008-09-15T06:47:00.001-07:00

sigh. up till now haven watch 4bia4bia4bia4bia4bia!
doubt it's still in the cinema now! ]:
hopefully can watch mirrors on friday with sampats! :D
sudden badminton craze. LOL.
have been playing so much, my whole body hurts.
cant BREATH, spasm face, hairless legs & chun gu(?) LOL.
so much FUN w/o that awful girl around. _l_

i hope everyday will be that 1% even though it's really hard.
im glad that msg came wrongly,
at least i know how you feel
& that you're trying your best now. :D

♥xoxo.

2008-09-12T09:21:00.000-07:00

' THE DAYS ' is nice. :D
go watch, excluding the s. part. _l_
bought vvvvv nice slippers! ^^Y

i know 54 wasn't your best,
you were just letting me.
i appreciate it but in the end,
i still won so rmb the deal. :D
good friends are hard to come by and worth the wait,
and you're one of them.

♥xoxo.

2008-09-11T09:16:00.000-07:00

i really really really hope i will see downtown's automatic door spoil again
& see all those stupid retards waving to the censor. LOL.
+ the talk at superdog about noses.
so damn funny. :D
screwed up bio's mcq by putting blood vessels become bigger? _l_
jacq, i can introduce you in three words. LOL.

assumption kills, ian.
& chester, your jokes are so funny.

♥xoxo.

2008-09-09T09:37:00.001-07:00

omg! omg! omg! omg! omg! (whines)
didnt do one essay question for history & biology! ._.
im so dead, god bless me please. D:

i never knew i could hurt like this
until you treated me this way today.

♥xoxo.

2008-09-07T04:08:00.001-07:00

LPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLPLP! :D

was bloody fucking happy when you promised me that, seriously.
if i find out you're lying to me, you're sooooo dead. ._.
but i trust you. (:
& it's really tough waiting for your i-call-you-after my lunch & '3mins' call. ._.

there is an answer to the darkest times
it's clear we don't understand it but the last thing on my mind
is to leave you
i believe that we're in this together
don't scream - there are so many roads left.

♥xoxo.

2008-09-05T20:52:00.001-07:00

im so screwed for history & chem even before taking the papers. _l_
& still playing viwawa + watching meet dave. zzz.

adults always say you can enjoy all you want after O levels,
so please study hard now.
but you'll be gone after O levels so what's the point even if it ends. D:
cant imagine the days without you,
& you wont even be back on my birthday.
LAST YEAR'S BIRTHDAY WAS THE BEST EVER
cause you were there. ♥
(message x3) (mumble x3) LOL.
you really bring fun & laughter into my life.
when you're gone, im going to miss you badly.

if you leave me tonight,
i'll wake up alone,
don't tell me i will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sink till it dies,
if you leave me tonight,
dont leave me tonight
(stay close, don't go)

♥xoxo.

2008-09-04T08:26:00.000-07:00

up till now still haven watch 4bia4bia4bia4bia4bia! _l_
supposed to watch long time ago. zzz.
watched sassy & love guru today. [:
brought back alot of memories in both shows.
DO NOT _____ IN THE SKATING RINK! -.-

was being retarded the whole day as usual,
until the end when we had a serious talk.
i never knew you'll think about all those,
never in my life will i expect you to think about all those.
so you do actually shock me sometimes.
but smile okeh, dont fret over unnecessary stuffs
cause i'll be there for you. :D

♥xoxo.

2008-09-01T08:21:00.000-07:00

swedish meatballs + soft ice-cream + crispy chicken + peach milk tea with peach jelly + mini basketball shooting + toilet bowls + photo editing + toddlers fight + looking at ridiculous people and things! :D :D :D :D :D
this is what i call FUN! ^^Y (smiles widely)

♥you dont know how afraid i am of losing you,
and im tired of being all alone.
xoxo.

2008-08-31T11:10:00.000-07:00

4BIA4BIA4BIA4BIA4BIA!
didnt manage to watch 4bia! _l_
caught ♥wall-eeeeeeeeee instead. :D
go watch, ending so touching.
cant believe she cried. LOL.
im so going to watch 4bia sooooon, M-U-S-T. :>
basketball-watching was fun exclude the HPP.
laughed till i almost died at the library AGAIN.
how retarded can you get? HAHAHA.

dont keep thinking about the BB lyrics
cause im sure that wont happen to your grandmere
i'll pay $5 million for a blusher & 500000 hugs from you. (:
looking forward to going out with you tmr
& im sure time will heal all wounds.
xoxo.

2008-08-28T05:53:00.000-07:00

YAY! FINALLY GOT BACK BOTH MY PHONES! :>
after 13062013 days of pc. zzz.
4BIA TMRRRRR! YAY! :>

♥if one day i die, what will be the last thing you give me?

2008-08-26T05:18:00.000-07:00

cheesy chicken & fried mars bar with ice-cream at NYNY! :D
uber fattening, 50$! :<
zzz. ss & maths paper 2 today screwedddddd. -.-

go get a life, charles.

♥thanks for the memories.

2008-08-24T03:43:00.000-07:00

it's been the longest winter without you
i didn't know where to turn to
see somehow i can't forget you
after all that we've been through

going coming thought i heard a knock
who's there no one
thinking that i deserve it
now i realise that i really didn't know
if you didn't notice you mean everything
quickly i'm learning to love again
all i know is i'm gon' be ok

[chorus]
thought i couldn't live without you
it's gonna hurt when it heals too
it'll all get better in time
and even though i really love you
i'm gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

i couldn't turn on the TV
without something there to remind me
was it all that easy
to just put aside your feelings

if i'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
hurt my feelings but that's the path i believe in
and i know that time will heal it
if you didn't notice boy you meant everything
quickly i'm learning to love again
all i know is i'm gon' be ok

[chorus]

since there's no more you and me
it's time i let you go
so i can be free
and live my life how it should be
no matter how hard it is i'll be fine without you
yes i will

[chorus x2]

sometimes i wondered if i should even tell you all those in the first place cause it only got myself into more problems but if it makes her a happier person now, i guess it's all worth it. (: this song is so meaningful, so is right here waiting & ♥ me.

♥xx.

2008-08-23T21:12:00.000-07:00

haven't been laughing so much since the start of school. (:
laughed till i almost died & everybody in the library was staring.
you had FUN right. -.-
made a fool of ourselves instead of studying. zzz.

chinese results suck real bad, gonna retake.
_l_ing oral pulled me down. -.-
pfft. 2 phones confiscated + 30 days of pc. _l_
PL pissed me off, bloody made me clipped up my hair infront of the whole damn pc room.
he should just fuck off and die. knn. -.-

I WANT MY PHONES BACK! :S

♥xoxo.

i hope all is well now.
so long as you're happy, nothing else matters. :D
♥♥♥

2008-08-09T19:16:00.000-07:00

watched ♥MONEY NO ENOUGH 2 two times.
first time with stupid. :D
v smart, pon school to watch movie. LOL.
she doesn't want to watch 4bia with me! ]:
second time with my family.
the show damn touching, cried both times.
"heartless" cried too. LOL.

only stupid people do stupid things, like guessing song names in the middle of nowhere but it was fun. (:
& you're so retarded to keep guessing wrongly.
until that msg came and spoilt my mood, nvm. _l_
you know what's best for yourself i guess.

dont know whether can make it to big head's house for movie marathon tmr. D:
that's freaking sad cause i haven't been going out for a long long time!
F&N is killing me.

THE PARADOX OF OUR TIMES. <3
no matter what, i'll stand by you and that's for sure.
DONT give up on me. i give you my word i wont.
♥♥♥♥♥

2008-07-29T08:25:00.001-07:00

1. gam tin ngor..
wan yue loeuy hot seut peui gwor
wai zong lam kup lieu teck sum mo pieu yun fong
fong yu loeuy zui gwon
mo loeuy fun batt qing ying zong
tin long hoi fuut nei yu ngor
hor wui pin (soui muut zoi bin)

2. dor sieu qi
ying chjong lang ngan yieut zao sieu
chong muut yao fong hei gwor sum zong teck lei seong
ya satt na fong fatt
yolk yao sore satt teck gam kor
butt ji butt gor yi bin tarm
sum loeuy ngor (soui ming butt ngor)

3. yun nong ngor zei yat sun butt gei fong zong ngoi ji yao
ya woui pa yao yat tin mui tit tou ououou oh noooo...
pui hei lieu loeuy seong
soui yan dou hor yi
na woui pa yao yat tin qit ngei gong ngor...

(repeat 1)
(repeat 3) oh yeah.

4. yeing ying ji yao ji ngor
wei yun gou chjong ngor kor
kao pin jin nei

(repeat 3)

5. pui hei lieu loeuy seong
soui yan dou hor yi
na woui pa yao yat tin qit ngei gong ngor...oh yeah
yun nong ngor zei yat sun butt gei fong zong ngoi ji yao (oh yeah)
ya woui pa yao yat tin mui tit tou ououou oh noooo... (ohhhhh oh)
pui hei lieu loeuy seong
soui yan dou hor yi (ohhhh)
na woui pa yao yat tin qit ngei gong ngor...
(cantonese)

♥♥♥♥♥

2008-07-26T02:57:00.000-07:00

last night's tuition was _l_ing horrible.
dragged for more than an hour.
& there's a guy there with a bloody combination of pee & you know hor.
so imagine how _l_ing bad it was. -.-

oh, look what you've done.
you've made a fool of me.

i bet you didnt feel anything when you said that to me on msn.
but i swear it fucking hurts.
especially when it is coming from you.
of all people, it had to be from YOU.
i didnt expect that, seriously.
if that's what you feel about me, then why didnt you tell me earlier.
if i didnt care about you, i wont even fucking bother to do all that shite.
just so you know, it's hard but i will stop.

♥xoxo.

2008-07-24T07:42:00.000-07:00

♥♥♥ FOOD FOR FRIENDSHIP! ^^Y ♥♥♥

BEST DAMN THING EVER! :D

i guess nobody knew what really happened on friday night except you.

im sorry for not replying any calls/smses.

i wont forget the times we spent tgt, be it good or bad.

all those i wanna say to you are alr in the card.

sometimes, it's pretty hard for me to tell you some stuffs face-to-face so read the card, VOMIT IDIOT. heh.

thanks for the memories and i really appreciate all that you've done for me. [:

sorry for making you worried on that night.

& btw, i hate swings. D:

DONT FORGET YOUR PROMISE TO MEEEEE!

wherever you go, whatever you do

i will be right here waiting for you

whatever it takes or how my heart breaks

i will be right here waiting for you. ♥

buy me pokka carrot juice! ^^Y

xoxo.

2008-07-12T20:09:00.000-07:00

I WENT OUT WEARING THAT. DO YOU HAVE THE BALLS TO?!
i swear all the sickening people were staring at me in the train. D:

im sorry for making you wait for more than 5 hours.
& i'll wait for you no matter how long it takes. (:
i wont forget what the pasta man said.
like what he said, i'll cherish you.
& if ever i become a successful business woman, i'll get you the best damn thing ever.
& if i become bankrupt, you'll have to support me. :]
SWINGS & SCREAMS, I WONT FORGET. ♥♥♥

2008-07-05T04:45:00.000-07:00

FIRST TIME I'M THANKFUL I'M FAT CAUSE I DONT WANNA BE LIKE THEM.
no doubt being slim is pretty but these are so extreme.
videos about them at youtube are SO scary. D:

baby, i don't want to waste another day
keeping it inside, it's killing me
'cause all i ever want
it comes right down to you, to you.
i wish that i could find the words to say
baby, i would tell you everytime you leave
i'm inconsolable. ♥

i've been waiting for ♪your reply since 3.15pm! ]:
TOTALLY UNGLAM TODAY WHEN YOU TURNED UP SO UNEXPECTEDLY AT MY DOOOOOOR. :(

J dog, dont _l_ing make me kick your ass again.
& to poxy, DONT utter nonsense when you dont _l_ing have prove to what you saw.
FREE RIDES FOR G! (think whether she really likes you) _l_
2 DOGS OF THE DAY, J and L.

♥xx.

2008-06-19T07:46:00.000-07:00

i had 3 hotcakes, 2 hash browns, 1 iced milo, 2 kfc fried chicken, 1 mashed potato, 1 coleslaw, 1 root beer, 6 (li) durians, sirloin steak, 1 super chocolatey ice-cream, 1 ruby soda drink and popcorns ALL by myself today!!!
SINFUL! D:
no doubt all those are delicious but i dont wanna become S. the fat one Y. _l_
at least i know ♥you will still be my friend when that happens.
i'm glad to hear that. :D
oh. and i bought matching cookie monster pouch and pyjamas! (for stayover at big head's house)
if you haven't watch the happening, go catch it.
it's awesome. [:
WATCH YOUR LIMIT FUCKTARD!

♥xoxo.

2008-06-13T22:43:00.000-07:00

I'M OFFICIALLY MOVING TO MY AUNT'S HOUSE NEXT WEEK TILL THE END OF O LEVELS.
HOW GREAT ISN'T IT.
shall NOT talk about it anymore. _l_

if i know this will be the outcome of our once so awesome friendship, then i'd rather i never know you.
if i know it will lead to what happen yesterday, then i'd rather not meet you in the first place.
if i didnt want to meet you at all, then i wouldn't have pestered you to meet up for dinner.
yet what happen in the end?
WE KNOW IT BEST EVEN WHEN WE SAY NOTHING AT ALL. ♥

♥♥♥ 5 years down the road love! :D
as we go on, we remember.
all the times we had together.
and as our lives change, come whatever.
we will still be friends forever.
& i've gotta say, i never want to lose you as a friend. ♥

♥xoxo.

2008-06-12T09:52:00.000-07:00

THE WORLD OWES ME SO FUCK YOU ALL. _l_
everybody is being such a bitch.
i'm _l_ing grounded and i'm moving to my aunt's house for good.
she's such a control freak.
I HATE IT.
stop _l_ing screaming and shouting in my house for god sake!
EVERYBODY CAN GO AND KISS MY ASS! _l_
haven't been going out since block booking ends?
YES. _l_ING IMAGINE HOW LONG IS THAT?!
thank god i've been enjoying myself for the past two days AT HOME because of a COW CLOWN. :D
thanks for all the textbooks you've carried home for me! :] XIANNN.
hahaha. you know what i mean. I'M WEARING YOU.

was showing my mother some pictures of my friends in friendster AND SHE ACTUALLY SAID JACQ IS PRETTY?!?!?!
conversation was like this. :D
M (mother) : the one on the left quite pretty.
V (me) : you sure anot? you blind ah?
M (mother) : no, not say pretty lah, eyes big only.
V (me) : erm. other parts quite big also and she's BALDING!
LOL. i swear i was laughing like an idiot! :]
jacq, DONT flip after you see this. HAHAHA.
even if you become botak, you'll still be my retarded friend! <3

& i get the same Q. EVERYTIME.
" eh. your that friend look like zann! what's her name? "
it isnt nice to think of you whenever i see her. _l_
i cant make it to town (♥J&V ) or movies ( W&M) with you all tmr.
i'm so sorry, i guess i can only go out to study. ):

to YOU: _l_ you BIG time. it's not enough that you hurt me once that you have to do it again. i trusted you once more but you had to betray my trust again. so you like girls that go, " THANKS, YOU'RE THE BEST! THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME! " right then you can jolly well _l_ yourself and die. stop being a flirt and so what if you're rich, YOU'VE GOT NO BALLS. so just _l_ off and die. MONEY DO WONDERS. in this case, you're so wrong cause not all girls are as materialistic as you think SUCKERZZZ.

replies to tags:
amelia: haha. you're being so dumb and sorreh for not turning up!
♥jovina: you're making no sense, i dont get your tags at all! D:
jacq: haha. settleballs! and dont get so pissed next time lah baldie! :)
janet: WANNA/ gonna. tsk for making me sound like a fool, human battery! ]:
eileen: yeah, meet up soon! :) i miss you. okay maybe not, i miss your massager! I NEED MOTIVATION TOO AND YOUR BED'S SOOOOO COMFTY. lol. btw, ginko nut is annoying! D:

i'm craving for ♥EGGS BEN! :D

♥ xoxo.

2008-06-01T07:01:00.000-07:00

so many things are happening now. _l_
and apparently NONE is good,
except for some clowns who makes me laugh everyday. (:

just talked to you on msn and cant believe i actually felt awkward when we used to be best of friends. we used to talk about everything under the sun and go everywhere tgt, from going to school to slacking at macs after school, and waiting for each other in the morning till we were late for school without any complains. where did all your promises go to? that we will stay in touch after you graduated? it's all lies. when he came into your life, you forgot all about us. only HE existed in your world. not that you will ever read my blog but just to let you know i haven't forgotten you. <3

& it isn't nice knowing you'd rather talk to her than me.

♥i hope i can turn back time & everything was left just as before. (:
♥i'm just a phone call away if you ever need me. (:

replies to tags:

wanling: you know how "chio" you look most of the time. LOL. i had mushroom head when i was in primary school too & my picture's up there! (:

jacq: dont be a clown, i knew it long ago & wanling's fringe is still funny now, with her clownish face. (:

maine: haha. thanks! so sweet, i bet you miss me like pang sai! text me when you're free yeah? (:

leroy: shut up, i KNOW how to. dont be a clown! :/

eileen: haha. dont call me that lahhhhh! sweet memories but without your face will be even sweeter! (: LOL. & dont be a twit!

♥xoxo.

2008-06-01T03:36:00.000-07:00

COOL YO!

♥UP UP AND AWAY! :D

THAT'S WHAT ♥FRIENDS ARE FOR!

LOVE YOU GUYSXZ!

xoxo.

2008-05-22T06:21:00.000-07:00

♥SWEET SWEET MEMORIES! :D

♥LRM.

♥mushroom head.

♥

♥birthday cake! :D

♥idiot who took this for me. :]

♥sweet times. (:

♥unglam moment.

♥under my umbrella!

♥threesome.

♥retard. :]

♥pimple-less! :D

♥drawn by jacq!

♥jovinaaaaa! :]

♥we are watching our favourite show, on the black & white tv.

♥airport! :]

♥

FRIENDSHIP IS FRAGILE.
to the world, you may be one.

but to me, you may be the world. :]

" TEACHER, YOU KNOW HOR?! "

OMFG. SHUT UP, JUST SHUT UP.

DONT act like you are oh-so-smart in class. _l_

laughed like pang sai in food court & interchange today! :D

oh. plus me & jacq had a good show from the 3rd level. LOL.

xoxo.

♥valerieeeee. :]

2008-05-21T08:45:00.000-07:00

my mother is MAD to make me spring-clean my study table at midnight. -.-
cleared out tons of rubbish.
seriously, the pens i bought can open a bookshop alr. :D
i wanna help the earthquake victims, they're so sad.
shall donate my pens to them but idk how to. ):
OH. CHOO SAYS I MADE THE BEST MUFFINS! :D :D :D
things aint going the way it's supposed to be.
EVERYBODY CHANGED. EVERYTHING CHANGED.
gah. what's up with people nowadays?! _l_
someday, i'm gonna invent a potion that erases all the sad memories, or rather the person in your mind that caused all the sad memories.
& then you'll wake up happily every morning with only the happy memories etched in your mind.
that'll be so awesome & i may become a millionaire. (:
i think i've got some butt issues.
& i'm going to post stupid pictures soon!

replies to tags:
jacq: whose the drunkard that needed to be sent home by other people?! CLOWN. pig trotter swollen toe! LOL. (:
♥jovina: of course i WILL, that goes without saying! :D but i hate to do schedules. :/ i'll even plan what time we'll pee. LOL. (:

xoxo.
♥valerieeeee. :D

2008-05-17T21:36:00.000-07:00

♥DRUNKALICIOUS!
ate and ate until i almost died of over-eating at jacq's house yesterday! :/
watched black night, supposed to watch hard candy but being the nice us, we decided to wait until ballz was around. :D
HURRY, MOVIE MARATHON SOOOOON! heh.
chocolate fondue & pizza at new york new york! YUM. :D
pon-ed school for the wedding on friday.
not bad but not better than the previous wedding we had at shangri-la hotel!

a TRUE friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes THE SMILE ON YOUR FACE.
and you're gorgeous, the ♥clown who tried to crack my knuckles at the airport.

xoxo.
♥valerieeeee. :)

2008-05-15T05:59:00.000-07:00

♥191207! <3

F&N PRACTICAL! :]
prawn fried rice, sweet & sour chicken, spaghetti, ♥muffin and strawberry smoothie!
+ choo's incessant naggings!
how very nice. _l_
FOOD TASTES SO DELICIOUS THAT CHOO KAPOK-ED ONE OF MY MUFFINS!! D:

if you're alone, i'll be your shadow.
if you wanna cry, i'll be your shoulder.
if you want a hug, i'll be your pillow.
if you need to be happy, i'll be your smile.
but anytime ♥you need a friend, i'll just be me.

xoxo.

♥valerieeeee. [:

2008-05-11T02:45:00.001-07:00

PLEASE ENJOY MY MASTERPIECE OF A SHAMELESS BITCH ON TOP! :D

went to cool cafe to study and i FINALLY got to eat ♥honey malt crunch!

it's ALWAYS not available. ]:

& i've got a new wallet! :D

exams are still on tmr yet i'm still here blogging away.

i hate exams, so totally.

i really did study yet the results are always so disappointing and i'm sure it'll be the same this time round, especially so for physics. _l_

i hate my bio textbook.

it's so full of your nonsensical scribblings.

almost every page i study, i'll aways see your horribleurgh handwriting.

yet it's all those small lil retarded things you do that reminds me of you, what's with B & H.

supposed to go escape on saturday and i'm reminded of ♥190507.

it was awesome. (:

but yet just suddenly my world came crashing down onto me.

why does this keep happening to me? ):

BARRIER, I FUCKING HATE THIS WORD!

rain or shine, we'll go out every saturday.

dont say things when you dont mean it.

hey. stop emoing otherwise i'll get muscle psycho to catch you!

ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE, like you always said.

there are many reforms made yet we cannot do anything, perhaps it's all fated.

it was fun snuggling under your blanket. LOL.

be strong, dont collapse, rmb all the things we said & i'll be there for you if you're emo-ing again.

that's life so we have to just accept it though it's hard.

it's really hard but we've got to try together.

CHEER UP cause i've got over mine! :D

replies to tags:

jacq: eee. all the guai kar! you can have DOOOOO! (:

delilah: haha. i know who you are, dont be lame. LOL. cheer up! (:

mandy: buang like you, BNB! hahaha. lamer-ish mandy. ♥HEY THERE DELILAH! (:

WANLING: haha, NO WAY! i ♥ sorry! you can help me change to HEY THERE DELILAH if you want. LOL. (: assholic, escape gone cause of YOU. ):

sister: oh. i didnt know you read my blog ugly! aye. cannot blame you, i know i'm that attractive. haha. dont worry, i'm fine! :D

xoxo.

♥valerieeeee, SORRY. (:

2008-05-06T04:29:00.000-07:00

did home econ practical on sunday! :D
but FAILED. only cooked 3 dishes in two and a half hour when i'm supposed to complete 5 dishes in one hour, forty-five minutes!!
sweet & sour chicken, strawberry smoothie, fried rice!
first two delicious, last one like kena buang. D:

NEW WAY TO REMEMBER REACTIVITY SERIES! :D
please stop counting my ass zits. i think loserish c. (poser wannabe) smells gross!
excuse me. if you wanna have fun, GO AWAY.
dont fucking influence her not to study just cause you dont feel like it.
there wasn't even any real friendship to start with anyway.
& stop trying to pose like c. cause you'll never be like her.
GO FUCK AWAY D! _l_

i understand how you're feeling now cause i've been through all this shit before.
i wonder why people can change so drastically after such a short period of time.
extreme makeover, sure but in a bad way. :D
all 3 had changed, to a person we hardly know.
let's just hope we'll get over both of them soon, LONE!

dont text me and give me false hope when you had intended to stop replying me halfway.
i'd rather you didnt even do it in the first place then at least it wont hurt so much.
okay, maybe not. whatever. _l_
oh. bought a new pencil case from art box & i ♥ ehub! :D
newurbanmale, new york, gelare, bowling, movies, donut shop, yoghurt, ferris wheel, cool cafe!
HERE I COMEEEEE! ♥

xoxo.
♥valerieeeee, HEY THERE DELILAH! (:

2008-05-03T05:23:00.000-07:00

H♥PPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO J♥VINA AND W♥NLING! :D
i'm super broke now but dont worry ballz, i'll still get you your present!
so sorry it's belated but it's the thought that counts right? [:

everything sucks.
life sucks.
shitloads of homework not done yet.
exams are here.
phone spoilt!!! D:

♥hey there delilah!♥

xoxo.
♥valerieeeee. :D

2008-04-21T04:02:00.000-07:00

sorry chester! i didnt mean to scold you, i really thought you were the dumb spammer. anyway, sorry! :}
CELLULITE: FAT THAT BUILDS UP UNDER THE SKIN, CAUSING A DIMPLED EFFECT! ]: tsk mean!

is it really so hard to get a thanks out of your mouth to me?!
you can like send everybody that except me when everybody did the same thing.
in my case, even more for you.
is it really so hard to just say thanks?!
put yourself in my shoes, how would you feel?
everybody received except me.
what do you treat me as?
a spare tyre?
i never wanted you to pay me back or in a sense appreciate what i've been doing for you but you know your own attitude towards me.
naggy, worse than your mother?
so that's what you see my concern for you as?
i can even start talking to her because of you, yes, all because of you.
& you didnt fucking once replied my sms to you.
what the fuck is this?
everyone's asking me why do you still care so much for her when she has hurt you so many times?
idk what to answer, i'm speechless cause you're not the girl i once knew and spent times with, be it happy or sad times.
it's like you've changed to a person i totally dont know.
what in the world is fucking wrong with you?
i hate to say this but even your best friend knows that you've changed to a different person.
and. i'm talking about your best friend.
i didnt make a big fuss now cause you're currently feeling so down and today is the day when you're gonna cry your heart out!
i was so tempted to text you but decided not to cause you'll only see me as what? naggy?
my sincere concern cant be compared to two words like, cheer up! plus a (: at the end of the sms?
after 7 more days then i wont give a fuck about you anymore and there wont be a naggy person around you anymore.
before that, i just want you to put what is gone behind and move on with life, as well as looking forward to your big day! :} ♥

replies to tags:
jacq: i know you're retarded but there isn't a need for you to announce to the world right? retardation! :D
mandy: dont be lame! mandy has cellulite! woohoo! :D
wanling: i'm NOT dunce, flabby dunce-y wanling! :D & jacq did the links for me so blame her, not me! hahaha. just go bang wall & die flab! B-U-A-N-G!
hariz: shut up you stupid fat boy! (soolin said that!)

♥xoxo.
valerieeeee. {:

2008-04-13T08:10:00.000-07:00

had a wonderful lunch at japan village on saturday. YUM. :D
& obviously sister paid quite alot for it but she got her pay so it's alrightyyyyy.
plus money for me everytime when she gets her pay. HOORAY. :D
just finished watching part of death note 2 on channel U and it's damn nice!!
how can i miss this show in the cinemas? D: D: D:

horror show on fridayyyyy at 1am and i missed it cause i was asleep at 10.
tsk. and it's like damn scary i heard?
it'll be the next show for our next movie marathon yeah? :}
& i still haven watch haunted apartment with you since last year. ]:
plus photo taking with B. / screaming tgt in the living room when watching horror shows / eating packet food your grandfather bought and ice-cream at that shop! ♥
rushing down from the top floor of ws to get donuts / bubble tea for your family at 9 plus (but didnt manage to cause we lost track of time) / madness at basement toilet (almost smacking each other in the stomach when the other one is trying to tie hair) / running around tm in school uniform (how GLAMOUROUS!)
i really hates it when i gets reminded of you everytime somebody does something the same way as you and apparently it's ALOT of times. ):

replies to tags:
chester: pick your pimply balls up and talk to me in class instead of contaminating my tagboard with your pimply twittish tags. _l_
♥jovina: haha. right woman. <3 honey wings soon! :D
glenda: i'll catch up soon! thanks mushroomyyyyy! (:
your ex bestie: apparently idk who are you. tag with your name next time. :/
wanling: oh sampattish wanballz. shut up before your secrets gets out! LOL. ( eat with your left hand please! ) :D

xoxo.
♥valerieeeee. :D

2008-04-10T03:04:00.000-07:00

going wild at prp was great!
all the screamings really helped get the load off our chest!
had so much fun + pearl shooting contest!
I AM THE WINNER.
motivational talk was so sad! ]:
only made us cry cry and cry.
i think things are better now.
all is well. :D
i'm so gonna start concentrating on my work now & stop getting into all these silly conflicts.
i promise, i'll stop rolling my eyes soon.
the parents talk was so touching!
i realised the saying " parents will always give her child the best " is so true.
cause i experienced it today! <3
oh. and i love heart-to-heart talk with you, armpit friend.
i'll be there for you too when you need me. :D
xoxoxoxoxo.
& your distractions today didnt helped at all cause i still saw them but at least you tried. hahaha. (:

i missed you and things weren't the same
cause everything inside it never comes out right
and when i see you cry it makes me want to die
i'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue, i'm sorry about all the things i said to you
and i know i can't take it back
( i love how you kiss, i love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round )
and i just wanted to say i'm sorry:
this time i think i'm to blame it's harder to get through the days.
hey you. dont let any of the guys get you down cause they're definitely not worth your tears. i hope you will be the FWATFMW idk. i think you should know what i mean. yes, FF and not become BIP. i guess i really didnt appreciate you before and i'm sorry. ]:
xoxo. ♥

& apparently me and ian are not on bad terms so dont anyhow conclude things cause you'll only embarrass yourself. & stop posing as hazel/ sujatha/ yantin cause it's alr settled. put your name if you wanna tag losers/ just talk to me in school. i'll just delete/ block your tags. no point arguing here, it's stupid. use your brain, dont tag different names at the same time using the same ip address. [: you're tagging just to make me feel bad but i tell you, she's right. i dont care what you losers gonna tag cause it's not gonna get me down. it will only make me stronger. i only care about what my friends say.

thanks sean! :D

xoxo.
♥valerieeeee. :D

2008-03-31T21:08:00.000-07:00

i learnt something new today.
so missing someone of the same sex as you is considered a lesbian.
how ignorant can you people get? _l_
so what if i miss her, as a friend?
it's just the happy times we spent together. [:

and you this fucking bitch stop gossiping with your foul mouth. so you're trying to change the subject to me now? going around telling people i'm bisexual & that i'm angry with you cause you are close to her? get your fucking facts right. bisexual, or homosexual i should call you. so steading with that fugly guy in the BS is just a cover for your homosexuality and your mind of only girls? whose the homo one now huh?! going around touching girls and what was your reply when i asked you what if one day she leaves you? " I WILL FEEL VERY EMPTY/ WEIRD " smart ah, can just change the lesbian subject to me when it is obviously YOU. it only shows how scheming you are. hypocrite, you gossiped about almost all the girls to me before yet you're so close to them now. what does this shows? you can even gossip about your 2 closest friends to you in class. what else can you not do? i heard many things you said about me behind my back too, when i WAS STILL FRIENDS WITH YOU. needless to say now, you must have said more nasty things about me but who cares? prolly one day you'll just drown in your own SEA OF GOSSIPS. oh. if the 4 of us are weird then you should just GND, sick lesbo. SNIGGER BITCH! _l_ you shouldn't even have existed. since i wrote all these, i'm prepared to get shite from your 4 close friends in class but I DONT CARE cause they're FACTS.

xoxo.
★valerieeeee. (:

2008-03-31T03:38:00.001-07:00

fried nuggets, fried fish fingers, fried cheese sausages, fried wedges, blackcurrent syrup, vitasoy, dolls movie & gossips made my day! :D
look at the number of times the word FRIED appeared in our lunch. ]:

to the 3 of you, i appreciate what you've done for me and for standing by me especially when you were not even supposed to get involved but were dragged in cause you all were supposed to be witness(?) heh. i will roll my eyes carefully from now on. (not) hahaha. i'm happy with the way we are now and i hope we'll stay like this 4ever. (: WL, mushy mushy!! LOL. <3

i really hate you homo bitch!! :/
HOMOSEXUAL!
it is characterized by a tendency to direct sexual desire toward another of the same sex/ involving sexual intercourse between persons of the same sex. and that is YOU.
so you think you're cool just because you know how to snigger/ laugh at other people when they quarrel? think of this bitch, who helped you when you quarrelled with her? who was there for you when you lost your stuffs? who took the fucking effort to make you laugh when you were upset? i seriously dont know what's wrong with you. you can like change into another person with the snap of your finger. you hypocrite, i was wrong to trust you right from the start. _l_

& why do you always ask if i'm okay after that when you're the one who made me cry?
she's right. if you want to make fun of me then dont comfort me after that. if you want to comfort me then dont even make fun of me right from the start. sometimes i really dont know what's going on in your mind!!

i miss ( window ) shopping together with you.
i miss buying similar stuffs together with you.
i miss going arcade together with you.
i miss studying together at the airport with you.
i miss saturday dates together with you.
i miss camwhoring together with you.
i miss gossiping together with you.
i miss nonsense-ing together with you.
i miss going together with you after school.
i miss going to the movies with you.
i miss mac donald-ing together with you at my house area when we were supposed to study for biology and ended up eating with 10 packets of sauces.
i miss going hair extension together with you.
i miss going mac together with you & talking to invisible air.
i miss asking for fries from imaginary friends together with you in mac.
i miss your whining/ retarded actions at the food court with you.
i miss going to ws/ tm/ cs/ town/ ikea together with you.
i miss hugging your flat stomach.
i miss the fact that you were willing to wait for me for more than an hour at the mrt station.
i miss your laughter/ smile/ joy and the fun i had with you.
i miss your happy-go-lucky attitude.
i miss this, " treat you drinks when you finish all ah <33s>
last of all, i miss YOU. (:

this is so gonna be the last time i'm gonna blog about you that's why i'm writing so much. i really hope you'll change for the better and know who your true friends are. i'll be there for you and i'm just a phone call away if you need me. cheer up! what gone is gone. JIMY. [:

xoxo
♥valerieeeeee.

2008-03-24T04:10:00.000-07:00

had fun at ikea. pictures at WL & J's blog. (:
but didnt manage to get purple & orange fbts. D:
ice-cream was awesome, shall go again soon!
& i discovered WL's huge dirty secret. ROFLMAO.
hehheh.
oh. and you should just shut your bloody mouth during h. lessons you nincompoop. _l_
i'm so sorry for what's gonna happen next cause it's not within my control. i shall apologise in advance. D:

& you're not even sincere in apologising so what's the point of doing it. just so you can steer clear of trouble. excuse me, i'm not trying to create any problems but hello? asking your friends to stare at me right after you apologised? rolling your eyes in macdonalds? gossiping about me every single day in class and calling me short? excuse me lah, take a good look at your height before you insult me lah. :/ i'm not trying to create trouble lah but you're the one who doesn't wants to stop all this shit so just go ahead with it. i'm fine with it. (: why am i so nice to remove all the vulgarities in this paragraph? idk too. ]:

the fine print is only for the person i'm typing to see so the rest can just ignore it and he/she knows who i'm referring to. i gave in within a day and you know it. how can you just tell other people what we say?! it's between us. though it's not a secret but still, we created it. it was supposed to be between the 2 of us so how can you just tell her that. ]:

GET WELL SOON! :D
( cause i dont wanna sit with BIP! )

xoxo.
♥valerieeeee. :D

2008-03-19T03:46:00.000-07:00

B & J & KP! ]:

[ post edited ]

FINALLY, ALL THESE SHITE IS OVER.
& it is supposed to be confidential. lol.
if you're gonna talk about it in school, you better not let me hear it cause you wont like what's gonna happen to you if you do. (:
actually i'm glad(?) this happened cause i know who are my true friends who stood by me and those fuckers who chicken-ed out at the last minute. you should just go bang wall and drop dead, you coward. you know who you are & i'm not gonna say it here. i trust you so much yet you did this to me. go screw yourself fucker & question your own conscience. as for you, i told you everything & trusted you ever since i knew you but you just betrayed my trust again and again over her. i will trust you NO MORE. even your good friend is saying you cant be trusted so well, imagine what kind of person you are. i wont say much here. oh. and apparently my mother knows something's wrong cause she saw the previous sms jeremy sent me. dont believe she's that smart lahhhhh. ]:

as for kai ping, since you like tagging my blog so much, i'll go find you face to face tmr cause it's pointless to just argue back here. we wont solve anything. you can just tell me whatever you want straight in my face. grow up, that's what some people told me so i believe i'm making the right decision by talking to you tmr. (: oh. count yourself lucky, KP. i shall look for you some other day.

oh. so mr das really had a video in youtube! LOL. just go youtube and type " dyin das " and you'll be able to watch the video. what's with potato chips, saliva, macdonalds & picnics?! roflmao.

♥thanks elle & friends, glenda, samuel, lol(2) & friends that had stood by me for everything! (((:

but i know i wont stay angry with you for long cause i just cant do it & you know it that's why you always take advantage of me. i'm not so dumb and will not be used by you anymore. ]: you can be really nice if you want to but you're just too mean sometimes until i cant stand you anymore. but, i'll still be there for ♥you when you need me. (: loveyou. <3

xoxo.
♥valerieeeee. {:

2008-03-16T03:59:00.000-07:00

HAZEL THE SHITFACE! (:

oh. you obnoxious bitch. so you're trying to change your story now huh? telling jesslin that you're the spammer and what's with all the shit that you wont spam again and then a different story to jeremy that you're not the spammer. please. if you've the guts to spam then please have the fucking guts to own up. oh. i forgot you do not have any to speak of. shitface is to describe you cause you're worse than that, duh. did i say shit have faces? NO. so stop being a dumbass and putting words into my mouth you fool. WHO is used to describe a person and i used WHICH instead of WHO on you so get the reason you fool. contradicting yourself again? telling jeremy you didnt spam me and then " if I was a lifeless freaking spammer, I wouldn't have the energy to spam you back " what the fuck is wrong with you. even if you want to lie, lie properly and yes, use your minute brains to plan a story well before lying and dont let people find loopholes in your story. of course i'll graduate soon, i wont wanna see your shitface in school anyway. so what? did the relationship last? only for a pathetic 2 months and he didnt even love monkey! he was only toying with her feelings, loser. what about you? you think you're all high & mighty just cause you've boyfriends. excuse me, you didnt last very long with either of your boyfriends as well. oh. and you cant even be compared to J. so dont ever think of replacing her in I.'s heart. oh. so you think she really slapped me? alright, if a light flick is considered slap then so be it. and i'll willingly demo on your shitface what is being slapped right across your (shit)face. and believe her by all means, she had been telling everybody that. and for regina, i dont give a fuck about you cause you're not the one i'm against. as for jeremy, what's with being so nice to glenda on msn? think she'll change her opinion of you and be nice to you & shitface. in that case, you're so wrong. you jolly well rmb what you did to her in class and all those shit that you said to her. retain. short. dog. what else can you say about me? repeating the same old stuff everytime you see me. arent you sick of it? if you're not, i am. and you're trying to insult your good friends like nicholas & sing hong? then just go ahead with the " retainee " insults. and for your information, i'm not the least affected by your senseless insults. (: wow, i see. threatening me huh, oh-so-great jeremy, who always thinks he's so big. firstly, if she did not insult me first then i would not have insulted her. secondly, her good friend jesslin smsed me that hazel was the one who spammed my blog and all those bullshit that she wont not do it again. if you dont believe, feel free to check with her & not to forget, i still have that sms in my phone. to -, are you that ashamed of your name that you did not dare to put it? if so, i feel so sorry for you. come and talk to me only when you have the guts to put your name there, loser. continue with your insults & spams. you fucking started this whole thing so dont blame me for anything. if you're trying to help monkey, dont you think you're a little too late for it? or are you trying to cause trouble now just because you've the back-up of jeremy? oh please. think before you do anything, he's not so great afterall. and i wonder how did people who attend churches become like that? i thought they were supposed to be nice? you're spoiling the reputation of the church you're going to lah please. even if you were to seek god's forgiveness for all the sins you've committed, you'll never be able to finish cause you've simply too much sins. (:

xoxo.
♥valerie. [:

2008-03-14T08:24:00.000-07:00

mahjong sessions these two days with maine, sing hong and han chiew! (:
real FUN but i lost money! ]:
it's been so long since we hang out together & i'm sure you'll see all this cause you'll be checking my blog for gossips right, you KPO shit. (:
anyway, had fun with you lah biatch!

now's the most interesting part of the blog which most people are looking forward to. (:

oh hazel. you lifeless freaking spammer who has no guts to put your freaking name when tagging my blog. i can see what a brave girl you are. so you are living for the most pathetic cause on earth as quoted from your previous blog since you yourself is a spammer. i see. and i think you bloody failed your maths cause the shades is definitely not covering 80% of my face. it is covering less than half of my face, you shitface. ( definitely worse than cowface ) so you are trying to say the spammer which is YOU is prettier than me. oh. i guess not and i never did regard myself as miss world 2008 in case you dont know. by the way, i didnt even know you blogged about me until one of my friends told me about it so dont think i'm like someone who goes around spamming other people's blog. so get that bloody shit facts right into your face, you fucking blogged about me first so i'm doing the same back to you now. is either your spelling sucks or you like playing around with words, if you like to do so, you might as well change your name. you are a bad influence as some teachers said it and i think it's true. so what now? you want to carry on blogging about me then so be it cause i cant be bothered anymore. oh. jesslin told me not to spam you but i told her only losers do that. (: spammers are lame so i wont bother replying your tags, hazel and for jeremy, i dont think retaining is a bad thing so STFU. i cannot rmb what else you type in your blog so that's it for now. (:

a bangla showed me his dick, it's triangular in shape. eew. yucks. D:

xoxo.
♥valerieeeee, the girl with guts. [:

2008-03-11T00:00:00.000-07:00

oh gosh. i must be mad to reject jacquetta/ charmaine's offer to go out today.
instead, i'm rotting at home blogging. ]:
& i'm complaining i'm bored again.

zombie show was on again on friday midnight & the same old people missed it again. D:
it's fucking nice, i swear although ian and arielle insisted it's not.
i still get the creeps after watching it for so many times.
imagine you're trapped in a building with zombies and you've to find your own way out cause all the gates are locked and you'll turn into a zombie after being bitten.
it's really terrifying. ]:

oh. sakura & shangri-la hotel food was awesome! :D
put on 1kg when i came back, yes i weighed.
one table at the hotel was $1000+++ and there were at least 45 tables there.
& i saw my HOT nephew whose older than me! <3

oh spammer. havent you got a life? i think my face is 100% nicer than yours including my name, duh. not only do you have an ugly face cause you dont even have the guts to show people, your name sucks as well. (: my common test is none of your business so why bother, get lost juvenile idiots. i didnt know your knowledge is SO limited. using fuck is every post means being fucked before. hah. i guess you're retarded. no problem, you can burn hell notes for me when i'm dead a 100 years later, feel free to do so. i hope you drop dead right NOW. (: obviously there's no music in my hands, it comes from the box retard. i dont blame you, you talk without any common sense. oh. i doubt you have any. you're an ugly fuck yourself, losers. dont get my friends involved and not to worry, my face is definitely better than yours. (: do the world a favour and screw yourself. the world will be a better place without you lifeless spammers around. lastly, thanks for making my tagboard alive again cause i've always thought that my tagboard is so dead. (:

xoxo,
♥ valerieeeeee, the one with a nice name. [:

2008-03-07T07:07:00.000-08:00

i screwed up my common test results, like so totally.
especially so for maths & physics. D:
& i got deducted 1 mark for bio!

♥ah long & eggs ben today! [:
the show is hilarious & going into the wrong cinema once (881) is embarrassing enough, not to mention twice.
we went into jumper movie instead and unglam-ly rushed into the correct cinema, making a nuisance of ourselves. D:
i'm so gonna watch the screen of kamchanod & rule #1! :D

tmr is sister's 21st birthday!
got ear-piece, cake & maybe a shirt for her.
hope she likes it! xoxo.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIATCH! :D

heh. lunch celebrating with father side relatives and buffet dinner at sakura(?)
they bought her a diamond ring & ear-ring which i doubt she'll use it so prolly will end up mine. hehheh. (:
house-warming party on sunday and wedding dinner at shangri-la hotel!
i will eat to my heart's content! HOORAY.
shall go and pack my bag for tmr's chinese remedial.
tsk. damn her, sharpy voice. _l_
bye peopleeeeeeee!

xoxo,
♥valerieeeee. [:

2008-02-22T07:35:00.000-08:00

HOORAY. found back my wallet BUT all my cash & cash card missing. D:
seriously, screw that person who took my stuffs. -.-
then, down with serious throat infection and was given mc for 6-7 days.
HOW NICE. being in school once a week.
& missing so many lessons. hope i'll pass my CT next week.
i've been studying at home these few days. NOT.

& just wtf is wrong with taking paper and writing a few sentences down on to it when you can fucking write a bloody long comment to your friend.
will it kill you just to do such a simple thing?
even if not friend, a classmate's sake will do right?

i seriously dont understand how unfeeling a person can get sometimes.
FUCK IT. D:

xoxo,
Yvalerieeeee. [:

2008-02-15T19:53:00.000-08:00

new year and Yvalentine's day were a bomb! (:
i love cookies, cupcakes, candles, sweet notes and most importantly, my 2 musical boxes!
- Yunchained melody
thank you jovina, yiling & andrea, jac & mandy & wanling, janet, arielle, jesslin, glenda and vera for everything!
went to watch CJ7 & slacked around but had to go my aunt's house early. D:
i hope i can spend every single valentine's with you. (:

i lost my wallet in library's cafe with my ez-link, cash card, atm card, library card, ic, more than words discount card, movie ticket and cash inside. D: D:
OMFG. i think i left it at the counter and some fuckers just took it away & the cashier was so bloody unfriendly. -.-
so, in the end, police were called in and every single shite in the library was staring.
wtf? how fucking kpo can singaporeans get?
and this fucking girl in green can practically twist her neck staring.
thanks for everything janet (: but i would appreciate it if you could keep your mouth shut sometimes.
and for YOU. instead of words of comfort, you LAUGHED and JEERED at me early in the morning.
imagine how would you feel if i did that, especially when it's coming out from your mouth. D:
sorry if i did not reply any smses, i'm seriously not in the mood to.

the police are gonna call me later to tell me news of my wallet.
hope i find it back. * crosses finger *
and i'll fucking slap the person who took my wallet! gah.

xoxo,
Yvalerie. D:

2008-01-18T19:27:00.000-08:00

everyone's so irritated nowadays. D:
is it because of the never-ending homework?
i seriously hate my life now, like nothing's going on smooth-ly for me.
studies, friends and MORE.

you PROMISED we'll go out together every saturday, be it homework or fun.
what has become of it now?
you say you'll book me everyday after school, was it all just lies?
i hate it when you always dont mean what you say.
i know we're drifting apart and it was my fault to start with but at least for the past few months i've been making the effort to hold on to the friendship but you're NOT doing anything.
maybe it's time i let go on this pathetic friendship. D:
we can never go back to before now that someone else has replaced me.

even the bloodyfucking bus had to break down yesterday when i was returning home. D:
is someone cursing me, i faced so many problems in just one day.
i'm wasting someone's time because i cant make up my mind.
i'm at fault because i didnt go out with her after school.
i had enough of all these nonsense. ENOUGH.

replies to tags:

arielle: you really gave me a shock when you imitated mrs choo lah. D: and UPDATED! (:
amelia: i dont know but i dont really care as long as the plane crashes. i repeat door-mer-nick is CUTE! :D shut up, it isnt the same. D:
chootiongkiang: LOL. if you can really find your way into my blog! ARIELLE, STOP BEING LAME! hahaha. (:
wanling: it's ALL YOUR FAULT! D:
geraldine: yeah right, practically everyone who knows me know that i hate her. LOL. (:
mandy: EH. YOU had a part in making up all that nonsense too! LOL. you're a BIGGER glutton than me! (:
shuyu: horrible meanie! you forgot to link me again. D:

xoxo,
valerieeeee. D:

2008-01-14T18:42:00.000-08:00

previous post was EDITED due to some unforseen circumstances.
sucker, i'll prove you wrong BIG TIME.
everybody told me to ignore you and i did cause you're NOTHING to me.
but i'll neh forget those piece of shitty hurting words you said to me.

YOU SUCK MOST-EST! D:

anyway, went tp open house and it was FUN.
i'm blood type O & that injection was painful. D:
took picture with that Yhottie. <3
pictures at friendster cause i dunno how to upload here. D:

homework's leaving me with NO life.
& the problems i'm facing now is really depressing.
hope it can be solved soon so i wont always have a black face in class. D:
sorry to those whom i always throw my temper at, just put up with me for the time being. (:

dont ask me out if you dont mean it.
dont ask me out if you're asking another person the next moment.
dont ask me go wherever when you've already asked another person.
dont treat me as a substitute, i simply hate that feeling. D:
i'll always be there for you, be by your side if you ever need me, just to see the smile on your face. <3

many loves,
Yvalerieeeee. (:

2008-01-09T06:13:00.000-08:00

FUCK BALDIE BIG TIME! D:
( thank god he's leaving SOON! )

bet he came into class with a foul mood and took it out on us.
so what if i ROLL my eyes at you, fucktard?
i'll prove you wrong, fucker.
do i have such a bloody fucking big influence on the three of them?
use your arse to think.

NOW I KNOW WHY MANDY DETESTS HIM SO MUCH!
& today is the day we spent running away from poodle the MOST. D:
morning, recess, lunch break, after school and EVEN during library duty breaks.
when the fuck will she leave us alone?

& another loser bombard-ed her hair the same way as poodle.
i hope things will turn out better soon, just like mandy & wanling, IMY. {:

replies to tags:

jacq: the seminar didnt do you any good. you're still as mean as ever. D:
geraldine: let's keep that a secret between us! SHHH. :]
amelia: joker, it's door-mer-nick, NOT benedict lahhhh blur! YAY! I LOVE HIM! <3 color="#ffffff">jesslin: okay. settle, will link you & everybody soon! (:
jovina: haha. YTHANKS MUCH! :DDD
mandy: excuse me, that's YOU. i'm oh-so-gorgeous tan! :D & she's da nai gu. LOL.
janet: okay, happy now? (: i'm NOT talking to myself alr lah!

many loves,
Yvalerieeeee. (:

2008-01-06T02:31:00.000-08:00

went shopping with mummy yesterday! (:
bought a dress, two tees, one skirt, two necklaces, three ear-rings! :D ( and some new year decorations which obviously i'm NOT interested in. )
BUT being the NICE me who just went through some missionary seminar on friday, i learnt to appreciate my parents MORE and went with her to get those new year stuffs.
oh-so-nice! :D like i said, i will TRY to appreciate all the people around me including some of the jerks in class. (:

and i dont understand why some people chose NOT to believe me when i'm telling the truth and to believe me when i'm telling lies.
already told you it's not that sickening guy alr, cant do anything if you chose NOT to believe me.
perhaps i've been telling too much lies, i promise i'll change okay. (:
I JUST WANT YOU BACK. <3

and excuse me, the quarrel's between the two of you plus isabelle ( i dunno who! ) and him so dont fucking throw your temper at me and scold me and show me some fucking attitude. and if you dont trust me then too bad and there's nothing i can say. i'm NOT even fucking involved and i DO NOT want to get involved and i WONT but i'm just conveying his message for him and i DIDNT even give any of your fucking numbers when he asked okay cause i'm afraid he'll do something to YOU. damn.

many loves,
Yvalerieeeeee. (: